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1:56 p.m. - 2002-12-03 Things with C are just diamond... I'm feeling confident and comfortable in that regard. He said some of the nicest things to me on Saturday night and I just feel, the way things are now, this will never end. He's so... amazing. :o) And my friends. They just keep reminding me in little ways that they just rock! Individual little characteristics, all combining to make a network of solid, dependable people who make fab company. I've never felt so integrated in groups of friends before - I've always felt like a bit of an outsider hanging on. But not now. And there's the not-yet-baby, a mere few millimeters long, but already a whole variety of possible personalities and futures. That baby represents all sorts of possibilities, and that is quite amazing. I love buying dummies and bibs and baby magazines, and the prospect of meeting the little wee mite next year sometime. And house-wise. I have 2 fab friends to look for a place with in February! The prospect of having a bigger room, my stuff not crammed on top of the wardrobe and in boxes, but actually in a room bigger than a matchbox. To live with friends rather than a girl who really knows very little about me, who exists in her own private universe. I should really tell her before she goes on holiday, so as to give her plenty of opportunity to find someone else to rent the room. She leaves in 6 days so I'll have to tell her soon. Work? Well, yeah, work still sucks, but who cares when everything else is so groovy? :o)
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