08:58 - Jun. 10, 2003
no
i can't talk. i am at work pretending like nothing is up. i feel sick. i want to have a big cry and get it all out but not here, not now. i want to be strong and not jump to conclusions and be adult about it. i want i want i want. some things never change. drink water, bite lip, swallow hard, don't feel. i think my dad may have lung cancer.
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