12:37 - Jun. 11, 2003
not knowing
It's hard when there's things I want to write but can't because people who know me in RL know my sister and she doesn't know and...
you know sometimes it just seems too hard?
i just can't stop thinking about it, and thinking the worst... because when you don't know for sure; when you have to wait to find out and you're supposed to be strong and grown up and not just crumble, those are just the hardest things to do.
