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13:32 - Aug. 11, 2003 i told l about the 2 weeks off work, and she said blimey... this was on msn and i just knew, then, not to tell her about the rest of it. not to tell anyone i don't have to or who i know wouldn't understand. why is it still so taboo? i get the feeling i'm not going to write much for a while. not just because i'll be at home and probably offline, but because these SSRIs or whatever they're called have a habit of making me just bleh. but that's fine. i think. now i'm not sure. my hands are shaking and i just feel sick of everything. i don't want to feel anything at all, numbness or misery. just nothing at all.
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